我們初次來到教會，受到Connie 以及大家熱情的接待，使我感受到教會兄弟姊妹的關心和熱誠。在教會聽牧師傳道，幫助我更多的認識神, 越來越多領會圣經里的內容。通過我們恩典小組的學習，認識了更多教會新朋友，大家互相交流，成長；感受到教會的弟兄姊妹那樣的友善、和睦、有愛心。當我決志信主，祝飆為我禱告的時候，我突然萌發內心的感動。我愿意接受主耶穌作為我的救主和生命的主。
前十年在加拿大，我都是一直都在忙，讀書，工作，移民，考牌，生活各樣的瑣碎事，其實都是自己一直在掌控，謀劃自己的未來，真的沒有把神放在重要的位置。當我在兩年前好不容易把兩個會及時牌照拿到手的時候，以為自己的事業可以發展得更好的時候，神就在這個時候告訴我，一切都是祂掌管的，不是我能夠控制和計劃的。那年我眼睛視網膜脫落，身體出現警號，就像神在告訴我，“”你要停下來”。但神真的很愛我，雖然祂在這事上要彰顯祂的能力，給我個警號，但祂又在這事情上讓我感受到“我雖然行過死蔭幽谷，也不怕遭害，因為你與我同在”。這事發生前幾天，媽媽剛來到加拿大探望我，計劃逗留幾個月，神的愛真的很奇妙，在我身體最軟弱，手術后需要臥床的時候，神祂就把我一個最親的家人安排在我身邊照顧我，更奇妙的是，在那時我正在申請一份工作，工作內容是要每天去客戶那裡工作，客戶遍佈整個GTA, 事情發生前一個禮拜，我進行了第一次面試，正當我在擔心我沒辦法這樣到處去工作的時候，在我手術后的一個月，我進行了第二次面試，在我眼睛還不能看清，狀態最差的時候，公司不知道我身體狀況的情況下，竟然通過我的面試，後來還說現有一個新的職位是in-house的，不需要到客戶那裡，公司跟家的距離也不是太遠，問我是否想做。那時候我深知道，這是神為我安排的，祂知道我的需要，而且他的供應是超過我所求所想，他為我安排的是剛剛好的，最後在我手術后的兩個月就上班了。我心中真的充滿 感恩和感謝，因為這一切都是神的作為。
當然，神的恩典在我身上又何止這些呢，在這裡也不能一一細數。後來因為這份工作沒有那麼繁忙，又在表哥介紹下，來到離家比較近的萬民福音堂聚會，這一年我參加崇拜，主日學和小組，還有其他教會的bible study group和一些學習禱告的課程， 讓我與神的關係拉近。現在我學習著放下自己的執著，打開自己的心讓神來掌管，我知道主權不在我的手中，我願意像泥土 一樣，讓主來陶造我。我知道做了基督徒以後，人生不會天色常藍，但我知道I do my best, God will do the rest。
All my life, I only counted on myself. No matter how big the problem, I would try to face it head on and come up with my own solutions. However, this all begin to change four years ago, when I made a life changing decision. It was a decision that changed a lot for my family, myself, and my financial situation. I decided to purchase and run a franchise business. It was an extremely difficult path in the beginning, and as a family, we faced a lot of stress. From the lack of experience I had in the field, a break-in at our store, and staff that weren’t the most cooperative, I was discouraged and unhappy with myself. I would have trouble falling asleep and always wake up in the middle of the night. I was losing my appetite and had thoughts about whether or not this was the right path I had chosen.
In the midst of all this, I was extremely fortunate to have my family behind me and more importantly, brothers and sisters in our church that would support me. I slowly learned to turn to God whenever I had problems, and I learned how to pray and be grateful for all I had. With God’s help, every problem I had didn’t seem so large anymore, and sometimes they just became valuable learning experiences.
In the past, I would question God’s presence in my life and often look to science and logic to reason with his ways. However, as I began to pray and strengthen my relationship with Him, I felt his presence more and more in my life. Through this gut feeling, I knew that God was working in my life, and from then on, I understood that I could never question His presence through logic or science. Now that God is in my life, I find that I am more peaceful and happy. I fear less about the problems ahead of me and know I do not have to lose hope. God will always be there as his love is true and everlasting, and in his hands; I feel that everything will be okay.
在基督教聖公會學校讀了六年的小學，自幼已經認識神， 成長的我從未否定過神存在這回事，只是到了年青的階段， 開始不太清楚自己所信的是什麼，也不確定自己是否真的相信神。 別人問我何時信主我都不知如何回答。隨著多年在社會打滾， 煩惱時刻紛擾，漸漸地與神“隔絕”。從前我是一個對事情很執著， 凡事對自己和對身邊的人都要求很高，做事追求完美。 就是因為這個性格的關係，一但事情不如預期， 我就會不開心或生氣。但很奇妙的是我始終沒有離開這個信仰， 遇到不如意或擔心的事，我會禱告。在該段日子裏， 深深體會神帶給我的平安。
在2014年因為我的兒子入讀了一間基督教幼兒園Grace Christian School。就是這原因我再次接觸到很多基督徒， 每月也有兩次查經班。感受到神為我們準備的，永遠是最好、 最適合我們的。就在三年前，我的朋友邀請我出席一個音樂劇” 未完的故事”。真的很奇妙，當晚我一邊看一邊流淚。就在當晚， 聖靈感動下就決定決志了。之後返教會，參加團契， 認識很多弟兄姊妹。慢慢我的執著，看事情的看法也漸漸地改變了。
如果沒有從小認識主，可能我感受不到身邊滿有愛和祝福。 在主愛的教導下，我懂得用感恩的心面對成功， 也懂得用平靜的心接受失敗。回顧看，原來自己並沒有放棄神， 每當陷入困境時又會重新禱告尋找神。
自己遇到了問題主動求問神。從那時起，我學懂了凡事向神禱告， 慢慢重建與神的關係。我感受到神的帶領使我安然無懼， 執著的個性也就慢慢減緩了。
但今天決定洗禮是因為我知道神必定會繼續堅定我的信心， 不離不棄的引導我前行，祂赦免了我的罪，賜予我新的生命， 祂是信實、公義和慈愛的主。我決定要跟隨神，更要感謝祂， 信主後讓我更認識了解自己，檢視自己的不足。 感謝主時刻與我同在，絕望時保守我，低沉時帶領著我。 往後的日子，求神繼續帶領我，賜我信心，讓我更能認識祂， 走祂的道。感謝主！
For my entire life, my family has been involved in the church and I’ve been going to church for as long as I can remember. Yet, attending church wasn’t something that I had taken with much significance as a child. Sure, I learned about Jesus, but church to me was a place to have fun, like when Auntie Carol banned the word “park”, we would continue to ask to go to the slidey-place instead. And although in Sunday school we were taught morals and how to act, as a kid, I still joined in on creating trouble with the other kids, even though I was selfish and didn’t want to get reprimanded.
My views on church and Christ continued to stay superficial until grade 8 and grade 9, when I first attended TC. I don’t really know what it was, and I can’t say this for everyone, but TC impacted me and my faith; seeing and being surrounded by people fired up for Christ, I guess you could say that my own faith had started to become more tangible and considerable. But that was it; it “started” to become.
You see, I had a tough time writing out my testimony because I didn’t have any point in time where I was miraculously changed, or experienced a specific act of God as one might expect from an inspirational testimony of coming into Christianity. And although I like to specifically use TC as a single point where I experienced great change, even though it has significantly impacted my life.
I still continued to grow after the conference, and am still changing today. For example, my involvement in my high school fellowship, where although I knew it existed since grade 9, I only started to attend in grade 11. Even though I went the fellowship once in grade 10, and knew the time and where it was held; I still didn’t go because I would’ve rather hung out with my friends instead.
And that would happen every week until one day in grade 11, where I suddenly decided to go instead of going out with my friends. It was in that moment where I felt a pull or need to attend the fellowship, and I guess in that moment God pushed me to put the gospel and fellowship first. Instead of a big flash where I was suddenly pushed into faith, I think God has worked in my life slowly and continuously. So, I guess that’s why I’m getting baptised; not because baptism is a finish line, but rather another step into faith.
In the beginning, I always questioned my faith and I never thought I was ready to be baptized. I would look those around me and see that my faith was lacking or wasn’t strong enough. I didn’t have any bible verses memorized and couldn’t give context to any parable. So I agreed with myself that I would only get baptized when I knew my faith was stronger. But here’s where I went wrong, it’s not up to me but God. Baptism is not something you’ll do when your faith is strong enough, but it’s the next step ito have a stronger relationship with God.
Not only did I question my faith, but I always had questions about baptism too. Like what was the purpose and the meaning of baptism? But it was never really was taught in Sunday school, so all I knew was that we should be baptized as a Christian. This gave me reservations about being baptized.
Another factor that was hindering me was the fact that I grew up in a somewhat dysfunctional family, I didn’t fully understand what it meant this concept of love described in the bible as I couldn’t really see it with my parents. I didn’t know what to expect from a supposed “loving” God. I saw the hard effort and “love” my parents have to me, but I never really understood what it meant or how it works in the context of a relationship with God.
This all changed a couple years ago at Today’s Teens Conference. It was at the last workshop with a speaker Karen Holt, she talked about this concept of “3 taps to the shoulder” where God gives them nudges to do things. It was at this workshop that I witnessed it first hand the love of God. I was having an off day that day, I woke up to my parents fighting and I was feeling especially down. For some reason, all I wanted was for someone to pray for me and I asked God to show me a sign that he was there for me. As I was leaving the workshop, Karen stopped me and she said I was told by God that she should pray for me. It was at that point that I knew God was real and that he indeed loved me and was looking out for me.
There was this short story that my friend shared with me. It actually really helped me understand what the love of God is. It just kept resonating with me. The story starts of with the entire world going through an deadly epidemic and everyone is lined outside of this hospital to see if their blood is suitable to find this cure. As the minutes passes by more and more people are being affected by the disease and dying off. In the line to the hospital there’s this dad and his son, who’s no older than 5 years old. When suddenly a nurse runs out and is frantically calling for the dad’s name. So he identifies himself thinking maybe his is the match for the cure. As the nurse approaches she goes explains that there is good news and bad news. The good news is his son’s blood is a match for the cure and could save the world. But as he is an infant, the blood he would have to give would kill himself. At that moment I understood that God who is the father in this scenario, was willing to sacrifice his only so to save the rest of the world.
These experience reinforced my thoughts that God is real, but I still questioned my own faith. If I was a good enough Christian. Given the opportunity to look into other churches, I met some people that really inspired my faith. Thought I still don’t know all of the bible or context. There’s this feeling that says I’m ready, this is it. I got perspective on my own faith.
I have been going to church ever since I can remember, and even before that too. My mom brought me to church before I was born, and between my parents and closest relatives, I pretty much grew up into a Christian family. My mom and dad both teach in the Cantonese congregation, helping me develop a strong sense of faith ever since I was young. My journey with God has been continuous, but there were certain times that I felt him more prominently, through the acts of my family and friends as well.
I remember always asking myself why God took away people that I loved, or anyone at all. The idea that he was a loving God youth not having many relatives around, besides my mom, dad, and brother. The rest of my family lived in Hong Kong, but even so, I never got to meet three of my grandparents. Although I didn’t think it was life-changing at the time, I always questioned why God took them away from me without letting me meet them first. Was God just looking out for me because they were bad people? Or did he not want me to be happy and see them? Both ideas confused me, especially when I had to live through the death of my aunt, one of my closest relatives.
She was kind and loving, followed God, and served in her church. She didn’t seem like someone that God should take away, specifically through cancer, a long, painful and hopeful road to passing away. I know now that it wasn’t all bad, and that God had reasons to give my family that experience. Seeing my parents live through the grief and suffering after her death gave me a better understanding of God’s plans and what he holds for each of us. My parents didn’t get mad at God for taking my aunt away, or yell or scream in frustration at his choice, but accepted her death and remembered her for her bright character and attitude instead. I saw how even though God took her away, he also gave her to us to begin with, and I learned to be thankful for that in place of anger.
Children’s ministry and worship has been a big part of my involvement at church. I’ve always had a passion for kids growing up, and it led me to see God’s power and grace through the character of younger children. These little kids that have a great sense of purity and innocence wanting to learn about God truly did amaze me, knowing that they had no other reason to want to learn except out of curiosity and intrigue. I wanted to spark that curiosity in myself, and in getting baptized (not that this is the only reason), I hope that my faith will be reignited so that it can burn brighter than before.
This is the summer that I have chosen to be baptized because of both the timing and the attitude I have developed in Christ. Before I step into university, I know that my foundation has to be stronger than ever so that it doesn’t crumble. I want to be baptized because I love God, and the way that he has changed my life. He has taught me that it’s okay to have questions, to wonder, and to love. I want to follow him for the rest of my life, growing to become as deserving as I can of his forgiveness and grace.
*EMAS 是 教育醫療支援服務 Educational Medical Aid & Services 的縮寫
去年十一月我幸運地參加了EMAS醫療短宣隊到 亞洲。我說幸運因為EMAS 是一個國際性的醫療隊，雖然萬民堂有些弟兄姊妹都曾參與EMAS 短宣隊，但因為我毫無醫學的技能，我也從未認真考慮過參與短宣隊伍，所以從未想像我會有一天參加EMAS 的隊伍。
Continue reading 參與EMAS醫療隊亞洲之旅的見証分享–Vivian Lee李天惠
南非這個位於非洲最南的國家對我和弟兄姊妹來說都是陌生的，但張家齊牧師夫婦和兒子已在此7年了。張牧師是北約恩典福音堂的弟兄，神學畢業後被神呼召成為宣教士。在2004年再度回到南非開普頓宣教後便沒有離開過。今次短宣隊除了去協助當地教會的福音工作外，更希望能為他們一家打氣。結果我們經歷神厚厚的恩典而回，得到的比付出更多。。。 Continue reading 蒙福之旅—2011年9月20至10月6日南非短宣
最近一，二年我屋企發生了很多不如意的事情，這些事一直困撓我，令我担忧，傷痛，覚得很無助。幸好，感謝神賜給我有萬民堂和恩典堂非常好的教會，有很忠心事奉神的教牧同工和肢體。 Continue reading 2010.4.13 – L.L. 的見證分享